Exactly 19 years ago today Steve and I first met. We had initially made contact via a gay social networking site and exchanged emails for around 4 months. Finally, after a lot of persuading, I plucked up courage to say ‘hello’ in person (after sitting outside his apartment in my car for a hour feeling very nervous !). Little did we know it was a day that was going to change both our lives forever. I never imagined that we would fall so completely in love, travel the world, have some incredible experiences together and end up spending nearly 6 years as husband and husband. Sadly I also never imagined that our life together would be so cruelly cut short, and all our future plans would never happen. Missing you so much and thinking about you constantly, my darling Steve. All my love, always x